Manual for Self
OTH, my plans for this year were changing. I was hoping to make a whole bunch (3-4) of music videos, possibly a couple of shorts, and generally be a busy production man. The hope was to get repped by a production company that does TVCs/Music Videos (c.f. the one I'm about to leave). Now that I'm going to be working at [name withheld] on the following movies [names withheld], that plan has to change. I'll be still making the big Gabriel Day's filmclip (if they ever get the money!) and perhaps another clip. But basically, I want to do three things: write more screenplays (including finishing the three I'm working on now); write more music; and finally, make a short. The short I want to be small, intimate, partly improvised. I want to use the same kind of experimental techniques I had when I was writing short stories. But I don't want it to be this mammoth production job either. I'm getting older and I, of all bloody people, am losing energy. I don't have the capacity to bring together heaps of these big umpteen day shots with a billion extras any more. As selfish as it sounds (and is), I need to do stuff for me. I think that'll actually liberate me from being selfish in my normal life and become a more accessible and open person [again].


